My Delusion

You left me no choice as I waited for you to call.
It’s what I had to do but you don’t remember at all.

To escape from your voice was the hardest thing to do.

To get over my pain was to get over you.

Where have you been? I hope she was worth it.

My delusion, my stranger. You’ll someday regret this.

You left me alone here & I just want a reason.

I’ve dabbled in my anger but I’ve past that season.

Go and take your place while I dread it’s still a hoax.

Since your back to play the role I’ve wanted for you the most.

It cannot change my face for it’s always been the same.

It cannot change the time you stole for you never won this game.

I’ll be here ever steady

even though my heart is heavy.

I want to call you mine again

but I don’t think I’m ready.

Stay with me.